Happy Birthday

Today is the day. Yeah, today is my birthday and there are more than 100 people who wished me. I am not sad but I am glad that people still remember my birthday. I don’t know why but I am just not in the mood now because something happen in the company and they blamed it on me which is suppose to be other people’s fault. Sigh! But what more can I do besides fixing it and keep quiet? Hmmm. Half of my wish came true, half did not. But still I am glad that I get to celebrate it this year despite the same thing that happen to me in my last year birthday. Anyway, would like to wish my friend, Chan Chee Wei, who shares the same birth date as me, Happy Birthday. May you have many many blessings in return.

 

Awesome

Awesome. Tomorrow is already the day and today I got the best gift. Again, it happens just like last year. Sigh! What I wish really didn’t come true. I really wish I could take back my wish list and didn’t reveal it out. The thing I am afraid off really happens. Sigh! But then what else could I say right if the decision have been made? Like what I have told myself before that I am meant to go through everything myself. And I would just like to wish someone good luck in your future undertakings. Thanks for the gift that you have given to me and may the pathway you choose will make you happier which I know it will.

Weekends!!!

Weekends is coming to an end. Asking myself should I be happy or sad. Sigh! Am happy because the date is near but then sad because tomorrow I need to work again. Sigh! Working is tiring. That’s all I can describe about my work. Nonetheless, I have learned a lot throughout my working process and I really learn to grow emotionally and mentally. My baby is still in the hospital. Sigh! Wonder when he will come out from the hospital. Can anyone tell me??? Am still thinking whether my wish will come true this time?? Hmmm. Of maybe is hinting some answer behind my entire wish. Hmmm.

—> all i need now is a HOLIDAY Anyone wants to tag me along???

Wish List …

It’s only FOUR days from now that I wish miracles to happen in my life. Sitting alone in the room, suddenly I asked myself what do I want and what do I wish when the day arrive. The first thing that came into my mind is that I really wish to see YOU in front of me when the clock tick 12am. Sigh! But then I asked myself again. Will it happen??? I wonder. The second thing that came into my mind is I wish there’s a person who is important to me to wish me on that big day. My third wish is that I hope I can see my future path in which I will take and not hanging around still wondering I know I am greedy but I guess that’s my wish on the day when it arrive four days from now.

 

Weekends…

Weekends are back. Minutes passed by very quickly now and it’s heading towards the end of the year. It’s only 4 more days from now when the click tick 12am. I wonder whether it will be different from last year. Talked to him, he doesn’t sounds happy but I don’t know what else I can do. I can feel the distance between us now and I don’t know whether you felt it or not. Maybe I am just over sensitive like you said. After all, anything that happens is always my fault. Oh ya. Today in the company, I have met this childish little kiddo guy who is way much older than me. He is just trying to catch my attention to talk to him else he will be emo the whole day. OMG! I was busy doing work that is assigned to me when suddenly he said that there is something wrong with his lappie. So I asked him what’s wrong since I couldn’t look at his screen. He murmured something in Cantonese which I don’t understand at all if you talked to me fast. Then I said that I don’t understand. Can you please talked in English? Bear in mind that my dialect is Foochow and not Cantonese. And he was so pist that he stood up and went to a manger room and complaint about me. I was like WTF! What’s wrong with you? Such a childish boy! Sigh! I told myself this fella, I couldn’t be bothered about him la. Whether you are mad, happy, emo, is none of my business. I know you are reading this so I am clearly stating this to you “EVEN I AM SINGLE AND AVAILABLE, EVEN THERE IS NO GUY OUT THERE ANYMORE, and I WILL NOT CHOOSE YOU TO BE MY LIFE PARTNER AT ALL!!! AND SORRY TO TELL YOU THAT I ALREADY FOUND THE OTHER HALF OF MY LIFE!!!”. You did question me before why my beloved didn’t come and find me. The answer is simple, he is busy. Another quote for you is that, my life got nothing to do with you

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Hmmm…

Am very happy today. Haha. Today I got my offer letter from the company after a month of working and the stated condition really satisfy me a lot. Except one. My working hour is now being change from 10am to 9am and from 5.30pm to 6pm. Meaning to say I need to go work from 9am to 6pm. Sigh! It’s so early. I have been waking up at 8.30am and now I need to wake up earlier. Sigh! Overall, I am happy with the condition set. Haha. And now, is only six days from today. On the day itself, I am already fully booked. However, a day before, my dinner is already being booked. Guess more booking is coming after this. Haha. I just wish that this year will be a beautiful year for me because last year was really a disaster for me. Oh ya. Talking about disaster, I remember about the Disaster Relief and Rescue Operation camp which will be held next weekend. Still thinking very hard whether I should attend or not. What do you think???

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The Ear

OK! Today I spend RM 65 for going to the doctor. Is just simply because I could no longer bare the pain that I have in my ears. It’s pain to the extend I can’t even turn my head to the right. So, I went and see a doctor. The doctor check and check, he said that my ear is ok and clean from wax. So he say maybe is just a viral infection. So I go @_@. Then he said, however, I will wash your ear with medicine and make sure it is ok. So the process of washing my ear is being done in the clinic which irritates me so much and my formal shirt wet! Sigh! I just wish my ear would be fine soon. At least before the date which is a week from now reach Till the day come, I will tell you why I mean so much to me Today when I was walking alone, things have been crossing into my mind. I realize that my life is no longer the same anymore and I have a lot of things to think. I don’t know whether I should take up the offer or not. Sigh! I am in a great dilemma. Can someone help me out?

 

D.E.A.F

Is eight more days to the date. And I can’t wait for the date. Wanting to see any miracles happen on that day. Last year, it was a horrible day for me to go through. But what about this year? I wish I wouldn’t go through the same like last year. And I am back from office. Have a really long day today and started up my day with being emotional because of the stupid instruction that I get. Sigh! But I defended myself and guess what, I won Not being proud but just standing for myself because I know I deserve something more Something is not right with my ears. It seems that the air balance between both ears is not the same. And it makes my day worst and being moody the whole day. I can’t even listen properly with one ear and at the same time, it makes my head become heavier. Sigh! Prayed that I won’t get sick. I really really do